TooSceneToBeEmo's Xanga

I am not as lame as you....

Tue, 02 May 2006 03:32:56 GMT

Joe is lame...

Hmm, as of right now I have been on the phone with Joe from Mizzou for 57 minutes and 50, 51, 52, 53 seconds...Anyways, lol. I'm watching the weather channel right now and it's not looking all that well.

Life is boring right now. And I'm bored. Well not so much just nothing to really say in this xanga. And I've realized that Joe says "lame" a lot and is starting to make me say it.

I need to do homework. And Emilio needs to come home soon. Like now.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 16:39:06 GMT

Is it serious?

L-O-V-E

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 16:43:30 GMT

I'm in love with you and you don't even know it.

I don't know if I should really tell him though.

He's an amazing person and I don't want to hurt him.

I want to tell him...

I guess I could keep it to myself but do I really want to?

Maybe I'll tell him will, probably not.

Matty and I went to the Arch...

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 16:30:48 GMT

Saturday was so much fun. No, not because it was Mardi Gras, because I got to spend all day with Matty. Went to the Arch (the picture of us above this is us laying directly in the middle of the arch fairgrounds...so much fun), then we went bowling with Joey and Tara, umm, who won? Oh, that's right I did...well between Matty and me...lol. Then after that we went back to his house and watched a movie, Blazing Saddles, very entertaining. I don't even know what the movie was about. I got distracted and even so it still didn't make any since. Oh well, whatev.

Anyways, after that on the way home my best friend started bitching at me about some stupid bullshit that isn't true. She's so dumb to even think I would do something like that...

I don't really care anymore. If she wants to throw her friendship away over some stupid guy that nothing happened with then so be it. I don't need her shit...

Man, I love this kid to death.

Then on Sunday I did nothing, lol. It was just a nice day of being lazy. I stayed in bed most of the day and watched TV...I'm a bum.

Wanna know about me?

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 19:09:38 GMT

top 10 bands...

1. Brand New 2. Dashboard Confessional 3. Something Corporate 4. The Used 5. The Academy Is... 6. Panic! at the Disco 7. Chiodos 8. Coldplay 9. Fall Out Boy 10. Yellowcard

top 10 local bands...

1. Our First Summer 2. Rushmore Academy 3. Mailman Bites Dog 4. Blinded Black 5. The Shroud 6. Blame Gary 7. Riverton 8. Stradlader 9. Flee the Scene 10. Building Rome

top 10 places to go...

1. Busch Stadium 2. The Loop 3. City Museum 4. Mississippi Nights 5. Creepy Crawl 6. Malls 7. Barnes and Noble 8. Starbucks 9. Olive Garden 10. Any other concert venue

The perfect boyfriend:

- must love concerts

- sense of humor

- great style

-caring

- has to like my music

- likes to go out and do random things

- is a gentleman

- will laugh at me and with me

- actually is smart and can have an intelligent conversation with me

- taller than me

- sometimes just like to stay at home and watch a movie with me

-who DOESN'T smoke weed

Sitting in class...blah blah blah

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 18:08:16 GMT

Well right now I'm sitting in class being bored as fuck. Nothing exciting is going on and I need to start on this damn project that I keep proratinating...oh well. I'll do it later, lol. Anyways, tomorrow is going to be so much fun. I'm hanging out with Matty and we're going to the Arch. Oh man, I hope nothing bad happens because I keep ditching him and I haven't seen my boo in so long! Seriously, it's been like almost a fucking month. Way too long to not see Matty K. I need a topic to write about for my paper. I haven't started it and it's due on Monday. I've decided to be lazy for a while. No worries, I'm still passing all the classes. Hmm, wonder what I'm doing tonight...any ideas? Lemme know. Someone call me.

Another thing is, I wanna go to Panic! At the Disco. I was suppose to go for my birthday but Elyse didn't get tickets...then Marc told me he'd take me for my birthday and umm, guess what...he's not. Even though we broke up I think he should still take me. HAHA. So hopefully I can come up with some money to buy them from him. He wants $200 and I'm seriously willing to pay for them. Damn, I hate him so much, well not really...lol.

Grrr, I need to get some money sometime soon. I owe Blake money...lol. I'll pay him back someday. With him being my best friend I can owe him money and he still loves me. On the other hand I owe Marc money too...I can't use the excuse of him being my boyfriend anymore. HAHA. I miss him, not as a boyfriend but just as a friend. Wonder if he misses me...?

Well if you wanna hit me up on myspace: www.myspace.com/chasingfame

hit me up on AIM: ComeHerePrttyGrl

hit me up on YAHOO!: Harlequin.Girl@yahoo.com

wanna call me? haha too bad, I'm not putting that on here. you can contact me and I'll let ya know if you can have it or not.

P.S. I've realized I don't wanna be the other girl.

I'm trying something new...

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 18:28:46 GMT

So yah, I'm trying something new. I usually don't do these blog things but here goes. Nothing new in my life, except for school, trying to get a job, and looking for a new guy. I don't know what I'm looking for though. I guess I'm way too picky. I just want a guy that I can have fun with and who loves me for me. I don't want someone who hates the things I do. Oh and must love to go to concerts. Last boyfriend didn't like to so much and that caused some problems. I go to like 6 concerts a month. Most likely more. Ugh, class sucks right now. Nothing to do and no one to talk to. I need to type a paper, finish my thesis, and make sure to be prepared for a huge ass math test coming up. Also need to start working on college stuff. I want to go to Mizzou or USC...either one would be awesome. I wanna stay close to home but at the same time, I don't. Maybe I will. Who knows.

Some things I seriously need to get done, call my mom about Ty's stuff, practice for softball, find a boyfriend, and get a job. That would be about it.

Anyways, I need to get back to school and Ty needs to come back from away cause I need to talk to him. I'm gonna kick his ass if he doesn't hurry up. HAHA. Just kidding, boo. Oh and I've gotten into a really bad habit of calling everyone boo.